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Ianto Jones ([info]notjusta_teaboy) wrote,
@ 2008-05-17 14:48:00

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On the Auspicious Occasion of His Twenty-Seventh Birthday
It's not like he's ever really made a big deal about his birthday. He'd never been the type for big parties, or expensive presents. Over the past few years, he'd even forgotten a couple of times, so caught up in work that he was lucky he remembered what year it was, let alone what day.

He'd thought that maybe this year might be different, though. There was so much less stress here in Margate. He'd remembered. Thought that maybe he'd have a little get-together, some cake, maybe a bottle of wine, something like that. Alex would remember just enough to wish him a happy birthday, which was all that Ianto wanted from him.

But Alex isn't here. Neither is Jack. The two most important people in his life, not with him on his birthday. He'd abandoned the idea of any kind of party weeks ago. He couldn't invite Alex and not Jack, or Jack and not Alex. And he certainly couldn't invite both of them, not unless he wanted to end up with a brawl instead of a party. He isn't sure if Alex would have shown up, anyway.

He sighs. It doesn't really matter, anyway. He's not really turning twenty-seven today. The readings Jack had taken with the rift monitor showed that he had lost months when he fell through to Margate; he's months past twenty-seven now, even if he doesn't remember any of it.

He's still got his diary that Jack gave him weeks ago, a record of all those missing months, the hidden story of his past, that he's been too busy or too sad or too frightened to read since then. Oh, well, no better time than the present. He takes it from where he's put it, in the top drawer of the night table, and opens it to the last date he can remember (so long ago), and begins reading.


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[info]alexkrycek
2008-05-17 10:08 pm UTC (link)
He keeps the flowers in sweaty fingers as he walks slowly to the spa, kicking at the pebbles on the way. He's- not sure why he is even coming- maybe because it's- He shrugs it off. He doesn't know, but he couldn't not come either. He'd promised? Or almost promised? that he'd say this much, and- how could he not, now, despite everything. He rings the bell, then hides the flowers behind his back.

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[info]notjusta_teaboy
2008-05-17 10:15 pm UTC (link)
He startles when the bell rings, not having expected anyone. Reading through the journal, a part of him is almost glad he got pulled through the Rift to Margate; he missed out on the pain and anger and fear of Jack disappearing, thinking he had been abandoned.

He makes his way slowly to the front door, opening it hesitantly, surprised when he sees who's standing there. "Alex. Um, hi. Come in?"

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[info]alexkrycek
2008-05-17 10:18 pm UTC (link)
Then he's standing there. A shudder runs through him, he swallows with dry throat and takes a small step in, just inside the doorway.

"I just wanted, to- yknow, say 'happy birthday'. It was today, right?" He'd promised.

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[info]notjusta_teaboy
2008-05-17 10:23 pm UTC (link)
He's immensely warmed inside by that. He hadn't expected Alex to remember, certainly hadn't expected him to stop by, not after everything, and smiles warmly over at him. "Yeah. Yeah, it is. Thank you."

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[info]alexkrycek
2008-05-17 10:27 pm UTC (link)
He gives a small shrug, and brings out the flowers from behind his back like an afterthought, almost, a small smile on his face. Another shrug to save him from explaining.

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[info]notjusta_teaboy
2008-05-17 10:30 pm UTC (link)
His grin broadens, and he takes the flowers gratefully. He inhales the scent; there's a faint hint of citrus to it, certainly not just a traditional bouquet of roses. "Thank you, Alex. They're wonderful."

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[info]alexkrycek
2008-05-17 10:32 pm UTC (link)
He rolls his shoulders uncomfortably. "Just- yeah." A small glance up, then down again, around the house, outside. "Spent more than half a year in Margate now, haven't you."

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[info]notjusta_teaboy
2008-05-17 10:36 pm UTC (link)
He picks up on Alex's discomfort, feeling a small prickle between his own shoulder blades. "Yeah. You too. You were here before me, even."

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[info]alexkrycek
2008-05-17 10:40 pm UTC (link)
He nods, licks his lips, uncertain what to do with the situation here. ""Yeah. Getting closer to a year now, even." He shrugs. "It's strange."

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[info]notjusta_teaboy
2008-05-17 10:43 pm UTC (link)
It's a strange, awkward conversation, but he's glad to have it, to be able to see and talk to Alex. "Yeah, it'll be a year in August." It's gone by so fast.

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[info]alexkrycek
2008-05-17 10:44 pm UTC (link)
"Fuck, a year. Just- like this. Fucking weird." Just- like that, with all its ups and-... the downs, and just living.

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[info]notjusta_teaboy
2008-05-17 10:47 pm UTC (link)
"Yeah, it is, a bit. Getting not-weird, though. Which I guess is weirder, in its way." He still misses Cardiff, misses his friends, his job, the city he grew up and lived almost all his life in. But it doesn't hurt, now.

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[info]alexkrycek
2008-05-17 10:59 pm UTC (link)
"I know. Getting to feel like ... home." He shrugs- compared to the life before at least, compared to Mulder and conspiracies. It's comfortable, for the most part.

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[info]notjusta_teaboy
2008-05-17 11:01 pm UTC (link)
“Yeah, it is.” And he knows how important that is for Alex, since he doesn’t think Alex has ever really had a proper home before. He's glad that Alex can have that.

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[info]alexkrycek
2008-05-17 11:05 pm UTC (link)
"Shouldn't be that way, I guess? I mean- there's our worlds, dimensions, whatever out there. People. Jobs. Purposes."

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[info]notjusta_teaboy
2008-05-17 11:12 pm UTC (link)
"Why shouldn't we make the most of what we have here, though? No telling how long we'll be here, we should try to enjoy it."

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[info]alexkrycek
2008-05-17 11:13 pm UTC (link)
"Thought you always wanted to get back?"

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[info]notjusta_teaboy
2008-05-17 11:16 pm UTC (link)
"I do. But I don't know if or when I'll be able to. And here isn't bad at all."

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[info]alexkrycek
2008-05-17 11:28 pm UTC (link)
"No, I guess it isn't." Sideways glance. Most of the time, it wasn't. Lately- well, it was all rather obvious.

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[info]notjusta_teaboy
2008-05-18 02:24 am UTC (link)
He gives a small smile. "I've found a lot of...wonderful things here, Alex. I found you here." And it's worth it.

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[info]alexkrycek
2008-05-18 01:56 pm UTC (link)
He shrugs, clearly uncomfortable. "Yeah right- well- yeah."

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[info]notjusta_teaboy
2008-05-18 07:55 pm UTC (link)
"I did, Alex. I did."

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[info]alexkrycek
2008-05-18 10:07 pm UTC (link)
"I know." He pushes his hand into his pocket, shrugging a little. He avoids looking at Ianto, stares at the floor instead.

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[info]notjusta_teaboy
2008-05-18 10:30 pm UTC (link)
He steals a glance at Alex, then looks back at the floor, taking a deep breath before speaking. "I hate feeling so awkward around you."

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[info]alexkrycek
2008-05-18 10:46 pm UTC (link)
"I'm sorry- I can just-" he points at the door, "leave, that's all right." His teeth clench and he has already taken one step backwards.

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